at shake with that boy ^^ 

when i got tagged on this photo i couldn't help but keep looking at it and smiling at it.

but,,, this is all i could have . pictures and speding time with him at shake but i will never be able to have him. well loving someone doesn't mean we have to be with that person as long as he is happy i guess i will be happy and contented . no doubt i miss him every now and them . hope to see him soon .

today whole day i stayed at home. sjy is too bored rotting at home with no plans .

wanted to go sing k but nobody free. hais stay home use com, cook ,eat, watch tv and sleep .

tmr got to wake up early also got nuh appointment hais must draw blood all again .

dont like sial. plus it's so far away. 

currently i'm damn pissed off cause my stupid bear say wanna be like the past thanks to some dog seriously and honestly if teddy chooses to be tgt with her again i'll disappear cause i cannot bear to see him getting hurt again. it's just the same when i get hurt or i cry he will o anything to get the person same goes to me. he doesn't see the point. i know what i am doing can already .

tiger suddenly contact me back again . idk how to feel about that either . don't know to be happy or not.

texted with guan ji today so may years and we still in contact not bad eh . keep di sioa me still ask me cook for him ! you mad bro ! but i guess people go and come back for a reason.

just have to live each day at a time. don't wanna think too much also . 

alright shall end here for the night. kinda tired but gonna chiong maple awhile maybe 10 levels more then i go sleep. GOODNIGHT READERS 

xoxo