no one is perfect not you and not even me.

Saturday, December 29, 2012

" WE STAND TOGETHER AS ONE HEART"

pictures were taken on the 26th of december . 

MY BABY BOY :)

MY KID BROTHER YONGSHENG :)

ROY :)

SISTER JESLIN :)

 LOVE MY THIS PIGGY 1 :)

JULINE :)

SAM, SHUHUI, MARYN

 ROY, SAM , SHUHUI 

different ages doesn't mean we can't get along with each other . many to teach many to learn.
happy moments, disappointing moments.
but we still carry on with our lives. 
okay i am too lazy to blog :/ BYE !




Wednesday, December 26, 2012


" when i am nice to you DO NOT take my kindness for granted. "

KUA SIMI LAN JIAO UH !!

kinda pissed off now cause i feel that i am being taken for granted by some people. alright i am not exactly angry but more disappointed cause i have been nice and now this is how people treat me back seriously too much. put your damn self in my shoes if you were me you would feel the same and best i have never been this patient. so PLEASE FOR GOODNESS SAKE do not climb all over me. i will appreciate it .

christmas was .... =/= no comments. 
wasted my whole day at nex again. 4th onth all alone and now what am i doing blogging away when my boyfriend is outside the living room watching tv .
ALRIGHT WHAT ! 
can my day get any worst. but i guess the only happy thing for me today is that 
FIRE CALLED ME MEIMEI AGAIN !!!
heehee so happy i swear ! i hope korkor is alright he doesn't seem that happy :(
okay i am gonna head to bed soon if not i won't be able to wake up .
good night everyone !!! 

xoxo 

Tuesday, December 25, 2012


MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE !

CHRISTMAS GREETINGS FROM SJY !!
hope everyone has a great day with their love ones this season holidays. treasure those with you on this day you may not know when will be the next happy season with them. 
new year is in a few days time and SJY is going to school on the 17th of jan . this is my final shot for my future and so i got to work hard and do things right . heading to nex later on to collect the chicken for mummy and maybe pop by the arcade to see if my kids are there ! 
once again wishing everyone a merry christmas and i seriously can't wait for tmr outing :)

HAPPY 4TH MONTHSARY BABY !
it's our fourth month and i'm so thankful for you . even though this path now that we are walking is rocky with many obstacles to overcome i'm sure we will pull through like we always do. thank you for your love, your patience and tolerance i know i can be real hard to deal with and hard to please and i may be harsh to you but i still love you very much despite how you piss me off. waking up beside you every morning really makes me like i am the luckiest girl having gifts and surprises from you every now and then when you come home from work. i would never ask for another boy cause you are the best that i ever have . though you have so many flaws but i gess if you are willing to learn and change everything will go alright :)
always look forward for you to come home to eat , sleep and accompany me . i know you do try to stay awake even though you are so tired from working in the morning . 
once again baby i love you plenty . 


Baby's present for me for christmas and our 4th month monthsary :)


this was taken on the 23rd of december before christmas eve. mummy brought us to Grandma's secret at NEX for dinner and roy joined us too. i know we look stupid so don't mind us !


 My boy DESMONDLINJIAQI!
we act silly, we fight, we argue, but nevertheless this love is undying 
though we only met and got together in ONE DAY we lasted till this day 
both of us players of the past can finally settle down with a changed heart and be devoted to each other. 
MIRACLE !
#so addicted to you#

my girl my right hand :)
same pattern same character same firey temper when people make us. 
love this girl to bits despite how i hate she mia and get into unnecessary problem helping others ! :(

NEX with ADRIAN PAPAYA AND MARYN ON 24TH DECEMBER !

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO MY KIDS 
maryn . roy . vishal . yongsheng 
TO MY "FAMILY"
 jeslin .roy. adrain . shuhui . xiaofire . xhimin . juline . samantha ong 
LOVE ONES 
fire . xiaohei . zrio . adam . dan . jazreel . shermay .yvvion . renjie . ahchuan .jian xiang . minsheng . clement . jeremy . keith . vivien . andric .jaee . taigong . zarius . jessica . edwin .melvin .joanes . timo . ian .
MY BESTFRIEND 
gabriel neo ben ding !
AND LASTLY MY FUTURE HUSBAND !
desmond lin ji qi 
(XIAOLONG)

Saturday, December 22, 2012

" head rush being so paranoid these few days:( "



OMG WHAT A TIRING SHAGG DAY I SWEAR ! 
i'm gonna head to bed as soon as i am done with my stuff and watch my vampire dairies.  cleared my entire room today ! AMAZING really cause since when am i ever so hard working to clean my room so it's a miracle ! so PROUD of myself ! haha :)
headed to NUH in the morning for my eye check up and i became a stupid experiment cause they don't know hat to do with right eye i am kinda cared that i will really go blind :(
HOW HOW HOW ?!?!?!? 
have been going to NEX almost every single day so pathetic right and it's damn sian :(
spended time with my kids, maryn, yongsheng and visha.
apparently saw robert, rapheal and cloud. the urge of me wanting to talk to cloud so badly is always there but i guess this mouth and pride of mine will never open to talk to him even though i miss him dearly .
i guess time is what everyone needs. just like me and fire korkor also now things are slowly getting better :)
okay gonna accompany my dear boy now if not he will be lying on the floor looking at our hamsters, he has to really stop talking to them like they can reply him it's kinda scary in a way .


xoxo

Thursday, December 20, 2012

" TIME does not stop for anyone so CHERISH every minute you have with those you LOVE."


havent been blogging . so here i am to update about my boring and miserable life. ups and downs recently many things to settle and solve, keeping secrets and lying about certain things not knowing if i'm helping or getting the one i love more into trouble. sometimes life is just such that we want the one we love with us all the time that we are willing to do anything and all sorts of things in different extends. okay enough of saying all these unhappy stuff. i'm just happy that despite baby's background or up bring mummy still accepts him for who he is and baby is doing quite a good job helping mummy around . well can't say much for dad cause dad hasn't really seen baby so slowly and now that baby is ... sigh . i think i very funny always say dont say al the unhappy stuff but end up i still so . stupid right lol . still thinking if i should head down to nex later on. but so boring keep go down :(


MY 3 NEW BABIES !!
baby got them for me ! i was home having a bad tummy and baby went out with roy to bugis and came back with all of this and you know how cute he was being. i was sleeping and he put them all over me knowing i am a light sleeper one touch and i will wake up but apparently i got lazy even though i knew he was back home so i GEH SIAO take my own time o wake up and carried alll 3 out and told mmmy i had new "friends"
HAHAHAH my room is kinda messy now cause of the soft toys and hamster that baby and i bought the other day . oh well have to start clearing things soon ! christmas and new year is coming !!!
okaay i shall end here ! 

xoxo peeps!

Monday, December 3, 2012

" INCOMPLETE without you here "


teach me to love with patience
teach me to forgive 
teach me to endure 

pretty ladies 

me and guoming !


went to IMM for dress pick out for jaslyn and gary's wedding. satisfied with me dress ! thanks to jeslin who helped me choose. heehee PRETTY RIGHT ! i bet baby is gonna be handsome too when he wears his blazer and all . somehow i can't wait for the wedding to come ! after IMM headed down to bugis to eat STEAMBOAT i swear i was damn full ad it has been so long since i ate steamboat .
anyway thanks to baby for bringing me to eat good food nowadays .


talking about baby i miss my boy. i hope he is sleeping well. korkor abit crazy today but cannot blame whenever he wanna punish baby he will ask me to go home for his punishment cause he knows i am important to him and he wanna take me away from him :( and here i am at home BORED TO DEATH can get to sleep and all . no one to hug poor me to sleep and my nose is damn irritating luh cannot tahan de leh :(
i shall try to sleep after watching some shows and cb stupid funshion cannot use I DON'T KNOW WHY !!!! okay end here :/

xoxo