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Monday, September 23, 2013

"IN A BLINK OF AN EYE"


didnt blog for quite some time already i think about a month. so here is a picture of the current me when i am all dolled up. i know i look VERY different with and without make up but yeah i hardly put on make up unless there is some special occasions. this month has been a rough month. lot's of quarrels with family and friends things always dont go our way right ? sometimes just have to suck thumb.
tmr is my vourt day again really hop it postpones or get a good and light sentence. i really don't wanna be away from my boy again. 9 whole months being alone is no joke. the waiting is really lonely. 
well i have come to learn that people don't stay in our lives forever and people will always take each other for granted too. but well i believe in karma and retribution and the good people will always be rewarded .
tired of such a "ahlian' life already really had enough of all this drama. just wanna lead a good happy life with the people i love. get married have a family on my own. 
currently addicted to the song " what do you want from me" by adam lambert. damn hot i swear :)
hope gabriel and jessica are doing well in their relationship but like what i always believe everything is about taking things slowly and working out with each other and giving in but not all the time.
bestie jeremy is in canada now till 5th oct and i miss his rubbish alot even though he does whatsaap me but yeah our timings always like a crash cause of the timings here and there. hope he faster comes back its really boring without him !
went to laopa's place today was really happy to see ace didi ( well he will always be my didi even if he denies it) but at the same time didnt have the courage to talk to him after that long cold war that we sort of had. well i hope i will be able to just open my mouth and talk to him soon :)


20 more days my dear. t has been a long wait. really hope you will be a changed person and never hurt me again. even though i don't exactly trust you but i have faith in you. buck up my dear i know you can do it if you pt your hear into it. you know you mean the world to me. i never ever wanna lose you . just dont take me fro granted and appreciate me more. do wait for my last 2 visits and i will be there to fetch you on the day of your release . 2 more days to our 1 year 1 month anniversary how time flies doesnt it.
i love you since 25082012
samantha jamie yeo loves desmond lin jiaqi