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Wednesday, May 15, 2013


HELLO IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I HAVE BLOGGED !
did anyone miss my rubbish? i know it has been months and it has been a rough month with many things happening many unpredictable moments and uncontrollable emotions.
well here i am gona post and update afew things as i am unable to sleep i wonder why i am so wode awake also. sadly many people that are close with me all one by one going in and it really pains me to see them going to be locked awya from me and others :( but what to do ? do the crime you pay the price.
junbi, guanlin and ryan didi all going to court and gona get sentence :( sigh. made new friends lost friends but still life goes on right? and sad to say i still wanna find that slut ashley so those who know where is she do let me know alrght and it will be greatly appreciated too :) certain things really hurt me alot that that causes me to take revege i guess it is in my blood. but oh well this is life and hello i am the victim so why should people pity that dirty lice girl okay shall stop talking about her and carry on with my post !

DESMOND LIN JIA QI AKA XIAOLONG 
my dearest baby do you know how much that i miss you waiting for your letters are really killing me they are taking forever to come and sometimes i think too much thinking that you have forgotten about me :(
you promised not to cheat on me and to lie to me ever again we will see by your actions when you are out alright. it's another 4 months and 27 days and you will be out and coming back into my arms. i miss your love your hgs your kisses your presence. yes you have hurt me badly but i decided to give you this last chance do not spoil it and take things for granted anymore. i love you now and forever .i am still waiting for you to properly propose to me okay ! hehehe i love you !


I'M SAMANTHA JAMIE YEO !
growing more mature each year right? see my last time pictures and now my i sure have changed :)

SVEN SEAH !
my favourite right hand boy and lil brother !it's kinda weird when he is not with me. sady he has a sucked up family that put him inside boys home and now serving his term in boys hostel . this boy never fails to cheer me up and comfort me whenever i am down and looking after me when my boy went in. i really do't know what to do if i lose him in my life. okay it sounds like he is my boyfriend now hahaha BUT IT'S NOT. he is just some one i really dote and love alot as a brother. i miss this boy tons .

 XIAOKEN
this by here always give me alot of trouble the most in fact but i still dote on him at times. scold him the most not because i hate him because i care i want him to learn to become better and do think before doing things or whatsoever . still he has alot more to learn. but he did change for the better but hopefully it can be more consistent :)

HONG GUI
my meow meow boy. one of the youngest for now but the biggest size but super lazy :) 
but he is cute right hahaha ! nothing much to talk about this cute biy case he never give me any problem except for meowing most of the time.

 YEOW YONG SHENG
this boy the youngest and i dote on him alot too but yes he did something that pissed me off last year. but things have been cleared already and hopefully he has changed and learn how to behave properly and not behave like a monkey wherever he go! 


thats all for now i know you areaders might find me weird why i talking about my boys it's because they are special and i love them tons they are a part of my life and this is my blog if you people are unhappy you can dont read because like i said this is my blog :)
PEACE OUT !