today is wednesday. it's gonna be the day i'm gonna say goodbye. don't ask me why i am leaving. all i know is theat when i leave you will be much happy . don't need to bother about this small little girl in your eyes.

really hope to see for the last time at mink . don't disappoint me like last week :/

this fe days have been a tough week . i really hope things will get better . it might take a long while but yeah everyday is a brand new day which is a new start yeah ?

two people i'm worrying for is cloud and gabriel. i really don't know what t do. and i FUCKING HATE IT when i have to quarrel with either one of them . it really hurts me alot to see them in this state. trying to be there for each of them yet at times i get pushed away .

teddy gonna report tmr at 9am and has a chance of going back into DRC for the remaining weeks. as much as i don't want to see him going inside again there is absolutely nothing i can do. feel so damn bloody useless.

when the clock strike's 12am tmr it will be mika's 18th birthday 

NO ONE IS GOING HOME SOBER !

gonna see wehan and shuwei they all again so long never see them ! haha and lil me gonna wear dress AGAIN hahaha . 

okay gonna staop here 

SEE YOU PEOPLE AT MINK !!!!!