keep seeing this video somehow anyone know why? yeah cause angsty boy is inside and he keep saying in this video he KAN HANDSOME ! 

but yeah he damn cute la . haha and readers do go down to shake to club/chill/drink but dont dapao him home :< HAHAHAS KIDDING !

the day before ytd went down to shake with noisy girl to pass ramly burger to that boy. even though just seeing him for that few seconds and that one short hug i was contented. how silly can a girl like me be right?headed back to central meet cloudy and somehow dk why mokkie and jk all were there . hahas. cloud stayed over "stole" my bed and i couldnt sleep for i don't know whatsoever reasons but yeah i guess i had too much things on my mind also thats why i couldn't sleep .

waited for mumy to leave house and brandon and adele came over . watched the orphan at home and lepak. brandon left due to probation cloud went home so did adele. went interview with glenda and went to nex to meet cloud again. he was SO LONG i swear that it kinda pissed me off. and yeah i kinda threw temper at him. had his dinner and after that we headed down to shake agan to meet ian . cloud's friend came too. drank like only 3 glasses and i got seh wtf. probably due to lack of sleep also and my mood swing. cloud, hs friend and i left and went to scape crown pool. daddy jayson was working there and surprisingly dage was also there .in my seh state i know what i was doing but i think i said alot of my deep thoughts out and i started to cry . such a pussy i am. keep texting ian not to dapao . even though from the start i keep saying igaf but yeah deep down i don't want him to .but i also want him to be happy.asked him to come down crown and he really did. i was kinda surprised but deep down i was really happy yet still confused .

hugged him for quite long . just wanted time to stop whenever i was with him . 

the last text i was happy when he said "i nv dapao ok? i still go find you :)"

but at the same time when i think back about the girl he like coming back in another 7 more days i felt damn upset. the selfish self just comes out .but i still keep saying to myself what is not mind i cannot take as much as i want to.

after ian left ahkor and louis came down . we headed to neverland. eeyer i don't like that place . nana also much better somehow .headed home after everything and cloud crashed over again. this time i bth i went to pull the bottom bed and sleep lol. slept straight away. kan tired already . :<

brnadon and adele came again and i cooked mushroom soup with speggitti my all tme fav :)

okay gonna stop here it's too long already . next post coming up !

xoxo