DEAR SAM WHAT SHOULD YOU DO !!!!!

omg i swear i am having a headache !!!!

sorry reader you might think i damn cb at times but i am just being straight forward 

but don't misinterpret my words either .

know the whole thing before saying or assuming things

no doubts i am worried for you now. but do you deserve my care and wait ? this is all on you now cause i did tell you what to do and what you should not do but YOU DID NOT LISTEN  now you are in trouble and i really do not know what to do or how to help you anymore . if only you listen all this could be avoided .you ask me if i would wait.? ask yourself this and touch your heart . do you deserve my wait ? will you change if i wait or go back being the same person .if you are not going to change i really dont find a point. im just being fair to you and to myself . if you are willing to change i really dont mind waiting and giving you a second chance when you come out . 

do some reflection and think about it. just to let you know i do miss you at times. but i'm waiting for a change in you so that you deserve my love and whole heart .

and now....

IAN ANG UH IAN ANG !

why your words always stop me from forgetting about you ?

maybe im just being stupid hanging in some way in another. 

we can only be friends and it will always be that way .

this fella is on the plane right now to sidney . texted him before his flight . asked him to get me a koala bear he say " you should be happy i'm bring myself back already " stupid boy. 

his words may be straight forward and hurting at times but i guess he is just like that just like me being straight forward to certain people . this boy is one hard player to get but yet a challenge at the same times. i tried for hald a year but no results no nothing. guess i ain't good enough . aint good enough to capture this player's heart . but i guess as long he is happy i am happy. 

he has his life i have mine but i never once forgotten about him . hope to see him real soon. never forgotten how he helped me before either. the days when i was at shake chilling with him around .

waiting for the 18th that's the day that he is coming back !

okay currently otp with this JEREMY !

his laughter like HEYENA ! bth sial ! but damn funny ! HAHAHAHA !

okay shall stop blogging here !

good morning and good night ! 

xoxo