isn's it cuteeeeeee

wednesday night was awesome but yeah maybe cause everyone was high and stuff certain things unexpected happen but yeah was happy even though it was just a day. sometimes i still don't know what am i thinking about but yeah a paranoid girl like me from cloud99 to cloud0 is really damn sensitive ! small things do affect me but i try not to show it if possible cause yeah when it shows it on my face is damn fucking obvious. 

went to kenny's house ytd lepak with him and BG and a unexpected guest came lol. make me wanna ......

but oh well shall just keep shut . those people who know about it then good lo those who dk all i can say good luck . hmms now its like 6.30pm and still no plans made :( maybe after 12 then decide or something ! seriously kan bored . and im not tired anymore. should i go shake tonight? hmms miss a certain soeone but yeah ...

wishhhhhhhhhhhhhfulllllllllll thoughttttssssss :(

and on the other hand im kinda happy now. whoever especially you if you wanna think it's you so be it. 

you seriously have issues. and sorry i dont entertain people who attract attention or think they are someone when in the first place you werent at all if not thanks to a certain someone you hate. cant stand people who always assume and think they are so fucking right and keep arguing when they are already in the wrong and only apologize cause they want quarrels to end . so not mature like a please. 

i might be bitchy and all you can spread whatever shit you wanna say i dont give a fuck. form the past till now yeah i have my wrongs i do admit but you just simply saying everyone misunderstood you and bla bla bla. run away from issues " i dont want go this and that" 

no doubts i miss ph , no doubts i miss raving and dancing with people like nitez,jaee,leen,dardar,yuvion,jaz,shermay,junwei and so many others. but what happen already happen . i can't change their thinking or whatsoever but just remember the good times i use to have with them .but im not gonna dwell on it like other people.

only afew others really understand what kind of person am i but there's a phrase that goes " who are you to judge when you yourself aint perfect"  but during this few times i really thank adam tan, kenny,BG, and some of my baby girls like mika, shir for really understanding me. 

i might be screwed up at times but yeah i'll just continue to walk forward. those people who thought you know me damn well please the actual fact you dont. and i dont need people to say if i have change or so . i am who i want to be, i no need to change for anyone eles. 

it's not gonna be easy from now on but i'm still going try to aim whatever i wanna do or achieve.

okay tired typing ! just had the feel to bloog just now and bishhhhhh so many rubbish .

not happy whatever i post your damn problem no one ask you to read also :)

xoxo