"The price of being a sheep is boredom, the price of being a wolf is loneliness .choose one or the other with great care."

sammie doesn't know what is she doing therefore everything is falling apart :)

everything is in a mess . and everything seems to be falling apart .everyone seems to be blaming me or is it me just being paranoid. ever felt like disappearing from this world and just leave everything behind, some might say is being irresponsible , to me is not wanting to go through the pain over and over again . life should have ended way back in 2010. they said life would be better a new life was given but I guess predictions are wrong cause nothing is better , friendship, family, relationship everything is just going nowhere , I don't know how to express myself , I don't know what the fuck am I doing either. no one seems to understand cause I myself don't even understand myself not even a tiny bit . I'm at the verge of just numbing myself and not feel anything , sleep my way through life . oh well everything happens for a reason and maybe this is what my life should be . i only can accept it and do nothing about it cause i got no idea how to make it better . the joke of my life is me myself and i. well done sam you made your life a total joke , kindly laugh at yourself .

its been about 2 months since i started using bigo , met new friends , found old friend , caught up with many people and even got close with some people who i never thought i would be close with .some have changed a lot some never did. but over all I'm glad to know each and everyone of them . 100% no regrets .