"Wolves are like me misunderstood, beautiful and wild. Never able to be tamed. the epitome of freedom. All we want to be is accepted and loved for who we are "

 one thing about me I do not know how to express myself but I am able to express it out in quotes that relates to my emotions. I don't expect anyone to understand me either , I am me . I am who I wanna be like me accept me for who I am ,

•  I try to convince myself that I was meant to be alone, that I was created to be the lone wolf . but when I am lying down alone in my bed staring at the wall, I only can think of an old faded wish. I only wished for someone would have taken the time to fall in love with me. and it upstes me that no one has.
• look into my eyes and you will find me , look into my heart and you will find you ,
• I have endured the worst times of life alone. I don't need anyone .if you are in my life, it's because I value you as I want you in my life
• thantophobia( phobia of losing someone you love )
• monsters don't sleep under your bed the sleep inside your head
• the heart is a strange beast not ruled by logic it's my nature to be kind,gentle and loving but remember this : but when it comes to matters of protecting my friends, family and my heart, DO NOT trifle with me, for I am also the most powerful and rentless creature you will ever know.

angry as I always am that uncontrollable emotions rushing in me just cant be stopped. when stopped everyone has already vanished away from the world ,

I turn to the moon and gazed at the stars for comfort the wind to calm my nerves .

"The price of being a sheep is boredom, the price of being a wolf is loneliness .choose one or the other with great care."

sammie doesn't know what is she doing therefore everything is falling apart :)

everything is in a mess . and everything seems to be falling apart .everyone seems to be blaming me or is it me just being paranoid. ever felt like disappearing from this world and just leave everything behind, some might say is being irresponsible , to me is not wanting to go through the pain over and over again . life should have ended way back in 2010. they said life would be better a new life was given but I guess predictions are wrong cause nothing is better , friendship, family, relationship everything is just going nowhere , I don't know how to express myself , I don't know what the fuck am I doing either. no one seems to understand cause I myself don't even understand myself not even a tiny bit . I'm at the verge of just numbing myself and not feel anything , sleep my way through life . oh well everything happens for a reason and maybe this is what my life should be . i only can accept it and do nothing about it cause i got no idea how to make it better . the joke of my life is me myself and i. well done sam you made your life a total joke , kindly laugh at yourself .

its been about 2 months since i started using bigo , met new friends , found old friend , caught up with many people and even got close with some people who i never thought i would be close with .some have changed a lot some never did. but over all I'm glad to know each and everyone of them . 100% no regrets .