I would  never ask for another boyfriend cause to me you are already the best.

havent been blogging lately have been staying at baby's house ever since he got bailed out. and now that his bail is extended till 2nd november i will be continuing to stay here but of course i will go home once in awhile.

kinda angry right now thanks to my damn father . say want pass me money end up never . no need go for appointment all already . no need go out also starve to death sua. still say before he go will pass money . lan jiao wei as always and every year my birthday coming he decides to fly off for work or whatsoever. whatever la i have gotten use to it also not the first time anyway .

if only i could be a kid again when i could everything and anything i wanted when i just ask.

MOOD HAS BE DAMN BAD LATELY :(

venting anger and throwing tantrums especially at my boy. i feel bad uh but sometimes really cannot control 

woke baby up in the middle of the night to cook for me cause i was so hungry :( and despite how tired he was he still woke up. which boyfriend would do that they will probably just be pissed off or something .

though baby does  make me angry with many things like his actions and thinking but he is the sweetest to me . giving in and all. if i were a guy i would not want to be with me cause i suck my attitude and temper sucks. 

but oh well i am happy  with my boy regardless of what .

i dont care what others think or say it's my relationship anyway i no need anyone to be happy or what .

got to treasure every minute with him cause honestly till now i am still not prepared for him to go in .

but still i will be strong anyway . 

xoxo